I became rich and famous, although I never thought of myself as a rock star or as being bigger and better than anyone.
I had to put my kid before my career and all the money I was making. I decided to do the right thing. I was dying inside. If I didn't have my daughter, I would be dead right now, for sure.
I loved music, but I found myself at the point where I wanted to die. I didn't care about life.
I think I hit the bottom when my wife left me while I was on the road.
I was about love my whole life. I wanted to go track love down because I lost it.
I've had a big heart my whole life; all the Korn fans know that. A lot of people told me that I was different.
It just broke my heart, and I had to get away from it. I love them to death, but they know how bad it got. It's not their fault, but I couldn't do that any longer.
My family at home fell apart, and my family on the road fell apart. I had nothing.
These dudes were 30 years old, and they would compete about getting the best chick. That came before their friendships. Some of them treat women like they're objects. I never felt like that.
When I started playing in Korn, I began drifting downward spiritually. I became addicted to drugs like methamphetamine.
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